I am poking my head out to say that I am here, burying my head in work, restarting Weight Watchers, and ignoring my infertility for now. I miss writing on my blog but don't want to talk about infertility.


-July 09- Clomid 150, 6 days of Follistim 75 and now 2 days of 100 IU. No follies matured enough- cycle cancelled
-June 09- surgery to remove septum
-April Update--tube not blocked, no bicornuate uterus. uterus tilted back, septum in uterus
-April 09- my HSG test... left tube beautiful- right tube blocked and partial bicornuate uterus. waiting for 3D ultra-sound
-March 09- waiting for AF
-Feb 09- Took the month off. SA: 16 mill count low everything else good.
-Jan 09- Clomid 150mg (again), u/s 14mm, come back 2 days later u/s 16mm, wait a day then trigger. took muc.inex this time (what the hell!) BFN
-Dec 08- u/s found Golden egg 20mm follie, trigger shot, I ovulated finally -BFN Oct 08 Clomid cycle 2 100 mg- u/s no big follies=no HcG
-Nov 08- take Provera to bring on AF, Clomid round 3 with 150mg
-Sept 08 take Provera to bring AF, Clomid cycle 1 50 mg BFN
-Aug 08 Meet with RE-develop plan
-June 08 Diagnosed with PCOS & start Meformin (really? 2000mg)
-Feb 08- Stop birth control (officially start trying)
I am poking my head out to say that I am here, burying my head in work, restarting Weight Watchers, and ignoring my infertility for now. I miss writing on my blog but don't want to talk about infertility.

Social Studies teacher: (during a lesson on Inuits) Eskimos' lives were all about survival. So desperate to survive that when the first born child was a girl, she was left outside to die because she would not help with hunting.
Female student A: How can they tell?
silent, confusion...scattered giggles
Student B: They hold it up and LOOK!
Student C: I'll tell you at lunch.
Honestly, it is amazing how much kids learn from other kids! Parents, talk to your kids about the awkward stuff or another middle schooler will. and any Eskimos, please call me if you need me to take a baby girl off your hands.

During an etymology study in a 6th grade gifted class...
Teacher: What is an introvert?
Student A: Someone who is shy or reserved.
Teacher: What would the antonym extrovert mean?
Student B: Someone who is vocal and social.
Student C (raising his hand, serious as anything): I have heard the word pervert. Is that the same?
Awkward pause with scattered class giggles.
Teacher (after a brief pause to gain composure): They do all have the stem vert. Let's move onto the reading.
Student D (whispers): Don't worry, I'll tell you in gym.

Yeah so I took a blogging break. and a TTC break. and a stressing out, trying to control everything break. We are saving for another cycle of injectables, but I just can't right now. The overwhelming sense of failure really did a number on me. I am still reading (lurking). I hope to be back soon.
